CapoMK - MAW lyrics

[Verse 1] This goes out to the people who feel discouraged/ Whatever I say here I cannot say I encourage/ But it comes straight from the heart, straight from the dome/ As a finn I gotta say rock the microphone/ And oh boy I've rocked the microphone/ Sorry I can't see straight, too much stuff going on at this rate/ Been pouring my heart out, bout to be a trait/ So if I say it here I'mma keep everything straight/ It all first starts with cash/ Everything always starts with cash/ After that the booze hits, after that you can do the math/ Then you get deep and emotional/ It's like you ain't sober, dunno if it's intentional/ You wanna say what you've been holding inside, it's multidimensional/ And it all at that moment just feels conventional/ So you say everything about it/ People think you're a weirdo but you can't manage without it/ You know you're a shallow soul/ Just someone who's trying to seem whole/ You never try to fit in to no role/ Fitting to standards is not my agenda/ I do what the f** I want like bethesda/ I've always been like that/ Ever since I was really fat/ So I spit what I spit under the influence/ I wouldn't care if you told me I'm a nuisance/ I can just always feel my grip getting loosened/ After that I'll always feel ruined/ So I start developing feelings/ Feelings so high they touch the ceiling/ At that moment sending a message is the healing/ As I tell her I'm just kneeling/ Everytime I see that bottle of salmiakki/ I'm always reminded where you coulda found me/ Go ahead and say you doubt me/ I did too at first 'til I saw this for real/ Money, alcohol, women/ That's a hell of a combination/ You always feel like a chance ain't never given/ So that'll f** with your concentration/ And when concentration is all you have/ You feel like you've taken a step back on this path/ But really I've taken a step forth/ Trust me, MAW is turning into a sport/ [Hook] It starts with cash/ Continues with laughs/ Progresses to deep sh** when half/ Then you develop those feelings/ Then you mask what you say with a greeting/ 'Cause you know how you want to be treated/ MAW, I'm on this path/ [Verse 2] You know it's all wrong/ But you do it anyway 'cause the feeling's strong/ I mean I ain't had nothing for nobody before/ Drunken me just feels like it wants to explore/ Yeah and I can't stop when I'm halfway/ Sometimes you just gotta go all the way/ Yeah, I tell everybody let's go all the way/ To a place where those mothaf**ing feelings weigh/ It's been a week now, been saying hey everyday/ I think I'm in it now, and I don't mean like the cliche/ I swear I just can't control myself at all/ Been sending stuff and this stuff doesn't feel small/ Yeezy, yeezy, he explained it well/ When you down a drink and start to dwell/ You'll wake up in the morning, hoping it won't last like hell/ But then it lasts and you're just like oh well/ Everlasting, can't f** when I'm writing, this is my pa**ion/ Everlasting and not just looking for action/ I remember that night/ It really did feel like everything was right/ Yeah, was popping bottles/ Jesus on the wheel and he was going in full throttle/ That wasn't my real myself but I ain't one to use that as an excuse/ It's your own problem if you decide to misuse/ [Hook] It starts with cash/ Continues with laughs/ Progresses to deep sh** when half/ Then you develop those feelings/ Then you mask what you say with a greeting/ 'Cause you know how you want to be treated/ MAW, I'm on this path/ [Bridge] And I just can't believe the actions I've done/ I used to be one on one with myself, one on one/ I'm that person I was so fearful of/ I'm that person, ain't no new version/ I let it happen, this conversion/ And right now I'm undetermined/ Oh but I can feel it, I guess it's destined/ Yeah man, this for real is afterhours simping/ I didn't have this going on back then, right now it's fitting/ Look at me, this is the real me spitting/ Sounds dope boi and I ain't quitting/ Look at me changing and pacing/ Yeah and we all need someone to lean on/ Me more than most right now/ Shouldn't tell you sh** but I tell 'cause the feeling's strong/ At the end I'mma leave everybody saying wow/ [Outro] You just sent me an awesome selfie/ C'mon, you look gorgeous, you don't need me to point out the obvious/ You don't need me, but I quite enjoy being me/ Especially with the mind sh**, what I think I can see/ Oh man, I'm tripping, you prolly meant nothing by it/ But I oh so wish you meant something by it/ With this I'm playing with fire, but I can't deny sh**/ Let's just say I appreciate everything a little too much, it's way too lit/ Seriously you're my friend but MAW got me twisted/ Don't tell me those actions were a**isted/ 'Cause oh girl I'm committed/ 'Cause oh man I'm already submitted/ MAW got me twisted/ Words get so vicious/ Tell me do I sound suspicious/ I love you and it's already christmas/