I have lost hope In everything That once made Me believe Faith never existed So i tried to pull some strings All i wanted was to make you Proud of me Im so sorry for all the pain I wish that i could take it all away But i only make things worse I was born carrying a curse I couldn’t see Through all my misery Im not the person That i used to be I have lost hope in everything That once made me believe I walk amongst the living Absent minded and hollow All my faith is just as weak As my hearts shallow beat Will i make it through another day The emptiness inside of me won’t go away I have lost hope in everything That once made me believe