Canis Major - Vice lyrics

[Verse] Let me tell you bout a boy who was lost Was working with all his feelings and still considered a boss And I was light, heavy whenever I see the Mic I started speaking the truth and something was feeling right I know its simple, honestly I lived a couple pimples, I lost a dimple A target but I dodged a couple missiles and Just tell me what I'm getting in I need a circle of bosses to split my dividends lets begin To look inside of my vault When the earthquake swear I feel it in fault They saying its a test and I'm waiting for results I'm too plain come and add a little salt for me So, I just need you to talk to me I'm in the corner all alone where the darkness be And if I get a little honestly I may be back to square one and that's too hard for me Law [Hook] This is my vice living this life I try to fight yo x3 [Verse] I seek forgiveness for my many sins And when I think about my vices they just drag me in My odds stacked but I'm feeling like I'm born to win And I'm sorry for the way I disrespect my kin It's a bloody war I'm facing My actions always making a fool of all statements and making me more complacent but I know there a way for us To climb out all these inhibitions find a way to trust I talk patience to be honest I stay in a rush A king of cards but lacking in my royal flush I'm getting old If you with me please clear off the dust It's request but I hope you know this is a must I need help when I scream everybody hush And why nobody talking to me man I'm bout to bust Look, I know I lied, I cheated, and barely cried some promises ain't survive and yea isn't all Open your eyes and you understand life a facade Raw [Hook] [Verse] This is my vice living this life I try to fight It ain't right, but I'm used to living wrong I tried to share a few confession on this little song Instead acting like I'm always tryna rap it strong I caught myself living by the book Cause in my life I needed structure always gettin shook I can't sing, can't ball, no I can't even cook So let rap with some hope that imma get a look Now this the end and yea I been aware That all these vices is reasons why I'm actin scared I hope they don't consume me and I disappear Cause I ain't leave a mark to even prove that I was here But I would never succumb to fear, never give into devils Never give into sinners, always gon climb these levels Always be introspective while give out perspective And living under my god I'll be protected lawright