Canis Major - Into The Light I Go lyrics

[Intro] Even though it's easier to express It isn't worth day after day being depressed No, I gotta do what's right My vision is blurry right now but I can see the light [Verse 1: Arkh Zeus] The time has come to do this I can't afford to wait any longer cause I might lose it This negative energy can no longer pin me down Who would've thought it'd have a good influence on my sound? And my style, everything is seeming to develop Now I can master this without you trying to envelop And embed yourself deep inside of my head And make me feel like a zombie that is better off dead Acknowledging you was the best when I first got into Murdering pencils and flowing all over instrumentals You made it simple, and the complexity was there You didn't see it as such, you just thought it was weird How people could enjoy or relate to what's being told Still can't seem to fathom why you are such a dark soul There's been a cosmetic mistake, we are not one at all It's time to break apart so I can actually evolve [Hook] This ain't the me I know It's no longer in my control I just need to let go I can't be a dark soul Something's trying to say no I already made my mind up so Into the light I go (x2) [Verse 2: Arkh Zeus] It's easier said than done though As if I was lead into the wrong tunnel Or maybe it was the wrong channel Prolly one that my box just couldn't handle Something not expected from me Should've overcame it and tame it professionally No need to sympathise for me or show me love This is my f**ed up karma and I know that because I am my own problem My problem becomes the monster The monster becomes these lyrics I jot and record, you hear it I do it for the closure And not for the exposure But I hope to one day hold it so the whole world can notice I hope that they don't "no" this But all of them should know this You might as well note this Cause I too have lost focus On what's really important Everything seems euphoric Then everything's the exact opposite and I'm not for it [Hook] [Verse 3: The Night Owl] Into the light I go Every light you follow has a dark hole That's Yin-Yang, so you understand why You're a strong soul, so don't let me see you cry You can't eliminate what is inside You're not escaping, we'll be one again in no time This separation will do you good, like a fresh start Into the light you go as I get s**ed into the dark