Canis Major - Fall to the top lyrics

[Hook] Uh falling star x2 Uhh Uhh Uhh Uhh [Verse 1] My eyes bleeding, my heart screaming These hoes feining, i dont need em Overthinkin at night but always steady thinkin Writtin hand writtens jus to free my thoughts This money callin i can't miss it I wish everybody thinks different Everything is fine but it never is Im boosting, an zoomin through my soul I f**ing live, the only thing keeping me conventional is music Its unpredictable they spittin bars but they all typical I kno im not sane, but im still the same Everyone turning backs, selling there souls cause they livin through pain, an all they do is complain, all they want is the fame No motivation so they start fightin' Robbin' from formal friends, pullin' out guns you no the rest I dont want the fame as much as feedin' my fam an sh**, get my fam out this b**h, Do you get this (huh') Do u really f**ing get this An inspire as much as i can an sh**, thats my motivation Nothins right, friends switch faster than days go by, I dont no who to trust these days I'm Livin' Life in my bedroom Mind flipin' from memories like summersaults Enemies try to pull me down, feeling chains stuck on my feet an stuff But the critiques could never critique me though I dont give a f** wat they think about me ho Cause they dont know what im livin' through Everyday wakin' up thorough the pain Everyday wakin' up grindin from am to PM, Gravitatin' to the top Trying to catch me but they won't, cause im stronger than most They try to pull me down, but i ain't falling for that sh** Hoes i could never trust them An b**hes would do anything for the fame, and people will do anything to try to make u lose its a shame They wanna see u fall Most people frontin its ok though cause i seen that sh** comin' They mad but they should be cause they spent half there real life tryin to bring me down, Pretendin it meant somthin' but it didn't Now im laughing An they still sittin round not doin a damn thing bout it I never gave no sh**s and thats the f**ing truth They tryna flood outchu dreams, But i never listen to them thinkin they better than me, But they dont mean sh** to me Used to be that bad kid that savage Bad sh** on his mind Driftin through mindsets Flippin the context Ya i learned lessons, Its a blessin The water filled up in my cup, poured out yourself pity of yourself crying You feelin all alone, picture it agian, back sigh it like masinn Music is the bless, of me an it is the rest of me Lost a bunch though Life goes on It was meant for somthin right yo No love great memories, but they never lasted So i guess we ain't being forever lasted I jus wanna cry but keep my cool in front of everybody Wait... f** everybody, betrayin an sh**, no an days everyone wants to kick it when they want somthing in return and sh** Naww f** that I hang up on them an they b**hin, f** them The microphone keep me company through my ups and downs when people were no where to be found I never cried for a long time Its a shame i never shed a tear Mind drifting through this sickness that im living through Im wit you if you wit me on this Motivation at its deepest peak Chasin' my dream, never gonna stop till i make it Showin everyone that it exist [Outro] And I EXIST, everybody wanna be the same its sad Copyin each other like yuall clones an sh** thats future type sh** But the sad thing is they dont even know themselves.. I love this sh**, i breath this sh**, i am the sh** They talked and hated... But it never meant anything to me An the downlow, its funny cause they fought it meant somthing to me an wasting so much time tryin' ruin my dream because they already gave up on theres.. So who's falling now Who's failing now (huh') I just defeated you, i look in your eyes and i could tell that your weak..