Canis Major - Curtain Call lyrics

[Verse 1] Feels like it was yesterday We were toasting to the good life Now if we're being honest I don't know what that would look like Would I be with Cecily? Or would I still have told her goodbye? Looking at this mess I've made And people still think I'm a good guy Why do they still think that I know what I don't? Cause I don't! I'm still just tryna find my own stride I'm on my own time Can't you see in my face I don't know what to do Feels like I'm living a lie They say they know I'm the truth But you can get it just to lose it for good If I ain't on in 2 years, I'm quitting music for good and that's... real They try to tell me play the patient game But that feels more like the waiting game While all these girls wanna say I've changed I guess watching Zay and Buddy go to the leage made me wonder if similar door's will open for me Cause all I wanna do is ball out and see Fetty I just pray that when my day comes, I'll be ready [Hook] Can we spend the night under the stars for once? Cause I don't know when we'll get another view like this And I don't wanna waste it, yeah And even though we wasted, yeah I feel like this is our moment Right here, right now, baby we should take it, yeah I feel like we should take it, yeah See this magic that we're making, yeah Most people spend their lives chasing, yeah So why would we go waste it, baby? [Verse 2] This might be the last verse that I ever spit Mama used to say I'm heaven-sent Now I feel like it ain't evident Now I feel like it ain't real at all Now i feel like I ain't relevant The night I made my mama cry in the car That's the worst thing I ever did Now I'm telling everybody to get out my face We could roll enough blunts up for the whole city with my list of mistakes Ariel told me that I was fronting Madeline said that I ain't real Eva said I kept too many secrets Aybike said I can't feel Jumped the gun with RiRi, we was magic for a weekend at best Now I barely talk to GG, our night made her wanna be with her ex... Who can I call when I get lonely? [Hook]