Canines - Dead Ends lyrics

Shivering I am looking in at People that I call my friends Just a sillhouette With a cigarette And no idea who I am There were songs in these eyes But now theyre gone If only I had held the light in Flashing teeth They are smiling So happy to burn through their time And I dont know when But I lost the will to savor mine Now theyre all Stumbling to some other house Though Ive tried I cant find any interest now It takes The guilt of just a small mistake To puncture the joy So its poisoned by doubt I just wanted to face the expanse But those dead ends have come to haunt me I had tried to understand How I should operate this body And I was sure, but I was wrong If only I had held the light in The darkness would be gone