Candice Jarrett - Changing My Mind lyrics

I look at men's fitness magazines and I see All the girls who line the pages. You see There are so many songs about (songs about) How you should love youself (love youself) Sung by a girl who weighs 95 pounds And I've made up my mind I'm wasting my time I spent too much time Changing my mind I smile at you and you blankly look at me And wonder why I could never understand that There are so many times when you (times when you) Want me to steal away (steal away) But then you'll scream and me and you'll say "Get a job" And I've made up my mind I'm wasting my time I spent too much time Changing my mind God knows that I sometimes lay awake and I'd say "Oh, I just wanna have a nice dream today" But there are so many nights when I (nights when I ) Can't sleep wanna die shouldn't cry… But I'll close my eyes and I'll say "I'm wasting my time" 'Cause it's courage in you baby It's courage in you baby It's courage in you baby What is it in me? Nd I've made up my mind I'm wasting my time I spent too much time Changing my mind