Cam'ron - Confessions lyrics

[Cam] Father [Minister] Yes my son [Cam] Forgive me for I have sinned Its been 21 years since my last confession [Minister] 21? That seems like a very long time for you to miss confession my son [Cam] Yeah, but I'm only 19 [Minister] 19? [Cam] Yeah [Minister] Thats interesting [Cam] Yeah, its like I just have these dreeeamz, and you know [Verse 1] Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo Yo father, where you wanna start How I love ladies Or how I'm slug crazy Or how I'm a thug maybe From a drug baby I need more than just a slight high I mean father I'm blind out my right eye Don't mourn and cry Cause we were born to die So f** mom and father cries I was one never to bother guys But when my girl got sadamized I was dramatized Shoved the dick down her throat and Told her it was a taste test and Take a deep throat so she wouldn't have to waste breath I mean they f**ed her and stuck her I said man f** a AIDS test Cause I'm gon' go raw anyway I'm one that like to chase d**h But that guy, got to get him hit Wild hairs and tattoos and spanish Wait, wait, wait, who that description fit Don't give me chrome for Jimmy Jones My man with the crime sheet But he kept talkin bout my girl was a dime piece And she had a nice figure Drove a nice Vigor And for mr to bag her That I had to be a nice n***a Wait, wait, don't appall me yo I can't jump to conclusions thats all we know But his wife did use to call me yo Now I roll for the hell I'm sorry father Let me go head and tell How I really wanna be old in a cell See my two year old nephew I swear I was holding him well Til he cried, and he cried, and he cried I had to scold him and yell Ya know one thing led to another I said oh what the hell Then I threw him against the wall His parents I told them he fell Thats why I'm going to hell This sh** ain't going that well Too many things I did that aren't loose Smoke and leaks like giving a car a boost My grandfather got me mad And I peed inside hid orange juice And asked him if its tangy When I'm angry Then one day When I thought it wasn't a sin left I ran into my aunt With the fat a** and the thin chest I don't really wanna talk about it Or get in depth But father I'm gon' leave you With this last word called incest [Cam] You know what I'm sayin'? [Minister] My son, my son, remember the words of the Lord. Isaiah chapter 59, verse 1, behold, the Lords hands is not shortened, that it cannot hear, but your enipirings have separated between you and your God, and your sins hath speakath boastfully, that he will not heal. [Verse 2] Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo See father I lost my scruples Went straight banoodles When I raped that putu And tried to turn the putu Into, veh, Oodles of Noodles Now I'm chased by the voodoos See what that dust does I love that Vanessa heffa But I jerk off 'til I bust blood Oh yeah I got my balls pierced And my psychiatrist I ain't seen him all year He........ [Cam singing] Hey little baby don't you cry Mama gon' make sure you get high Put that vodka in your milk Make sure that your bottle filled Oh that was just a little song my mother Sang when she was stressed yo I don't know why she got mad when I cry If the b**h deaf yo Who the F know But d**h row I'm coming by the inches And them n***az outside on the benches Don't think that we in the trenches Cause we got a 600 And we ride like the Princess But my cousin Blood yo he died like the Princess 20 years old and dead BMX days he played the front I rolled the pegs My girl wanna know why I'm cold in bed Tellin' me to hold my head Askin' why I scold my kids Cause I don't want them litlle muthaf**as To touch the d** I sold and did But f** it I'll take my own life And cut a vein Black Why don't you do like the cartoons And tie me up to the train tracks Or f** the glory Why don't you drop me from the 6th story That'll be a sick story Wait, wait, wait, speaking of sick stories Oh father don't start me tweakin I don't wanna talk about that Sunday evening That cold November weekend When I had to grab that Deacon And put him into my dungeons of heathens And then in tongues I was speakin [Cam speaking in tongues] Then I woke up to loud preaching Oh thats just the Pastor Flippin through the Bible Reading the scriptures on the rapture I guess it was my soul he was trying to capture He missed me by a hairbone fracture But he wanted to lay me down in a green pasture But yet aiya Still feel like I'm in a bed of fire Like Jebaniah Y'knaw I'm sayin cause It's like Daniel trapped in a lion's pit Father I feel like I'm dying quick Thats why I ain't sh** [Cam] So, could you just please f**in' help me please? [Minister] My son, my son [Cam] Please [Minister] I understand that you're stressed my son, but don't forget the words of the Lord my son, which reads...