Cameron Uzoka - The Calm (Remix) lyrics

[Verse 1: Cameron Uzoka] Feeling all alone The darkness is my home Attitude of the pope fam I'll forever roam With a cross look in my face in the confinement of my room Still murdering tunes Have a look at my shelf there's only pennies in my room And rivers, meanders bloom At the edge of destinies doom So take a camera then zoom To a flock of Christians who Hold hands with the devil's groom Remove the lens and then boom The priest is a sinner too Well its debatable Huh, and everything is relatable Would you rather be in church or in the trap selling crack To a hungry white male, whose evidently derailed Now he beats his insecurities Into his young baby, uh young lady Do you need rehab to babysit your baby? Live to make a living or die to make a k**ing Your choice, be decisive or d**h will hear noise I know you can't trust them they're boys I remember rolling with g's who overshadowed me like impending doom Sending troops to distribute every ki Oh baby let me be Cause' even a tree knows when to leave, I'm not even saying But Jesus delivered like Royal Mail Yes I was a royal male A crown made with thorns while toiling the soil stale Memories of forgotten memories I inhale But if I was in hell would you remember me? [Hook: Iris] I ain't tryna live no life if I ain't gonna get it right I don't wan' sell no weed I just need to raise my baby I'm a be a good father When my little girl comes to me first I don't need to risk my life Trying to do something I don't like [Verse 2: Cameron Uzoka] Blue and red moons Black and white grooms Love hasn't got a colour yet we hate our skins You is you're worst enemy, but we never stay True to our own destiny And this is something that I know But yet I never grow Tears from my eyes with every word that I write To give you whats left of me Transition of a centerpiece Afraid to take from my dad cause' he only has a little so All I have is change to make a change And a bible and a pound to help me attain fame And a wish to parade faith For a while I was up north selling crack to insane dames I swear I'll give back to mum who stole pampers to save face A crowd is made up of people But a person is a crowd in disguise A cloak immersed in a lie Drowns in expected demise See the rain bleed through her eyes Yh shes hot though But shes a s*ut though She makes gamblers and police wanna cop clothes Body causes cardiac arrest so baby cop clothes Why you so intent in stripping in a deluxe show Find a woman that can cook a meal One that pledges her allegiance to the kitchen and has jollof in the corner of her will Shes a flame that burns in a fire That's a metaphor for the state of England, he desires Selling weed Instead of investing in education to improve his standard of living and better his future seed I know the feeling of shame Only having 50p to get a seat on the train and I mean The king in the desert I reign Prophesy to a nation Leave hell drowning in flames Quench the fire and then remain With my spirit smoking oxygen Im high on life yes I'm high off strife tonight I'm able with chimes The cain in the lines The payment of crime I've clocked this with time Never will I sleep walk I'll even defeat poor