Cam Meekins - Next Time (Gabrielle) lyrics

[Verse 1: Cam Meekins] I fell asleep with an angel, her name was Gabrielle I could tell we had chemistry, when we bonded the [?] was hell and the devil would pull me deeper I sit inside of my Jeep when I was 17, dreaming about this, they see through the peep hole So many people didn't believe that I had it, this pa**ion But she would bleed it, this magic She had my back and in fact it would have us too if she knew that I felt this way But she live in another city so all I can do is pray I grew up around the way where cold nights would make memories Thoughts became enegy Friends became enemies What I would do to make it was greater than the relationship And now I'm lonely, I chose that she couldn't take this sh** That frozen feeling you get when you have no options The struggle to make a living would trump over any problem the bottle would help I tried to find her but inside her I'm finding myself My lies probably got me k**ed But how would you feel if you knew that you're causing your own misery I don't have opportunity like you Cameron, now stick with me My parents, they don't get it, I'm sick of just even living Sometimes I don't wanna wake up when I go to sleep I know people got expectations of how I'm supposed to do this But you can't understand it cause you're too into your music You don't let the pressure hit you like it does to me You're always with some other girls and that just f**s with me I wanna make it work but lately I've been feeling like it only hurts And the best parts about this don't always outweigh the negatives And if we start from scratch in this game then I'll just get played again I know we both got demons, I see them But that dress you wore is pure like the Garden of Eden It's probably best you know I still remember It was end of November, I was trying to get a deal but I didn't get no looks But we hit it off, making memories to put into these little songs Somewhere along the road I got into a little fog Aw, I mean I'm sure that we could work it out Damn You know I never liked you rapping when you're showing off And I see you acting hard but Cam I know you soft So I hung up on the phone with her and told her off Cause it's just me against the world and I'mma show 'em all [Hook: Geoffro Cause] It's just the way it goes When I'm out here only torn between two roads Next time I'll come your way, next time I'll come your way It's just the way it goes We're not on the map and your home is nowhere close Next time I'll come your way, next time Now, it's all bottling up I guess that you meant more to me than a legacy Yeah The way it goes When we're far away, gotta deal with this alone Next time I'll come your way, next time, next time [Verse 2: Avenue] Ay yo, only if you knew the daily price amount I have to pay Always in the stu' working, I missed so many Saturdays Tryna balance pa**ion, ignore the fact it might have to wait Culture vulture attacking, they know that I'm just a track away Seen so much, had to turn it into a story More importantly, I made all of my struggles glory Chandeliers helped me appreciate what was standing before me Jordan 4's [?] Hoodie up to no good, we was only teens Reality was our light and paid shows was only dreams But now look at us Without a dollar when we started Drop independent and charter the industry's cops and robbers and we robbing sh** Singing "Lost Without You" like I'm Robin Thicke A compliment, when friends talk about me, you still acknowledge it I hope to see you soon, probably reach the moon before I do By the way I had a son born a month before June Let's grab lunch this afternoon and do some catching up Still like your burgers well-done with extra ketchup on it You laughed and couldn't believe I remembered your preference or made an effort When you called I was too busy to pick up so you left a message