Cam Meekins - Numb lyrics

[Verse 1] She wanna ride with the top down never go slow Ball so hard just in case you didn't know Young 21 repping on that Bean Town street Ya'll know who it be, used to be CMP Now it's Lamp City repping on that 20 date tour Fans filled up bout to k** another show But she staying on my mind That p**y so wet Coulda sworn that that sh** was upset What you know About that team getting money out in Bean Town chillin Last year did a 100 this year do a million Then she broke my heart til that sh** turned cold All I care about is work cuz I ain't got no soul Filled up with emotions that I no longer want Used to sell zips steady chasing for the front Now I ride around at night so lonely at the top But you know that I ain't ever gonna stop [HOOK][x2] Cuz it's the sh** that I do that makes me so numb The people that I'm with that make me so dumb Excuses that I got man I know there's more than one But I'll never say that it was never fun LAMP CITY [Verse 2] I got that loud pack I hit the club and I'm bout that Back when I was 17 I had green all in that knapsack You came up, I gave daps I sang raps, I hated cla** I never pa**ed, I hit the gas When I was bout to go drop the label You stood with me said f** the past Shoulda stayed with me Cuz now I do it just to prove it to you Come lay with me You'll never know the mistakes I made I regretted them and I made a change But now my heart is so f**ing cold That I don't care I'm just bout my change And that's real [HOOK] Cuz it's the sh** that I do that makes me so numb The people that I'm with that make me so dumb Excuses that I got man I know it's more than one But I'll never say that it was never fun LAMP CITY