Cam Meekins - Be There lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: Cam Meekins] I never realized how much effort it took I made a mistake, but just give me a second look I mean I know that you don't talk to me Cut me off blocking me I zoned out properly when you said you was off of me It's hard to hear the woman you love Telling you stories bout' how she couldn't grow up You would hold her down mentally, controlling her Making her feel worse She said f** the Tiffany and clothes, and f** the purse I mean how could you do this to me But she don't even know though It's put together as I look i'm just another Joe schmoe The car all that is is a ride The money don't mean sh** when I die The worst thing she took was my pride I break it down slowly, like a pound of that kush I burn it down slowly now just to give me a push I still see your clothes now, when i'm doing my laundry I keep cleanin um' in case she wanna' come cop' em I'm out my mind wit' it I had to let her know though I hope she hear this song, cuz' I ain't' tryna' let her go though I threw it all away, just for another ho though It's crazy how we sabotage ourselves as we grow old Drive around at night, thinking about crashing my beemer Now i'm hitting clubs, seven day I haven't seen her Feeling so depressed, realizing now that I need her I'd rip my f**ing heart out if could and start bleeding [Hook: Cam Meekins] So can I please just have some peace of mind for once I know i'm not the only one And I hope you'll been there to support me And I Hope you'll be there to show love And I hope you'll been there to support me And I Hope you'll be there to show love And I hope you'll been there to support me And I Hope you'll be there to show love [Verse 2: Cam Meekins] Gettin' closer to God cuz' it's just me and myself Livin' in this cold world, tryna' hustle and k** it I'm not gonna' let it die Why? come and talk to me inside Might break down and cry when i look in her eyes This real sh**, true story homie Live right next to her, when she's on the green line Wonder who she text to I'm getting crazy Jelousy? Nah' I ain't' got that in me Just trying to be me, and not who I pretended to be Come back home we still got a tv show to finish She said there can't be no us, and nah Cam we're finished Music changed my life, but it also made me untouchable It's lonely at the top and Boston makes me not f** with you I'm open penning, feel like this fight is never ending See her online grinning, where's my two dollars and ten cent man I don't give a f** about any of your friend man [Hook] [Verse 3: Cam Meekins] She a vegetarian, uh, told her I'm a pieces Born march fourteen one nine nine three Six one seven I meditate my mind Exercise my strengths, energize my grind Back when Katie Couric still did the today show He was still in grade school playing in my takeo Uh, over these beats and uh, only the facts uh Do to Do to Do uh Where yall' at It's the ones who say the least who get the most respect So I'd rather speak with beats than to speak with my breath And i'd rather speak peace than to speak of some breast And i'd rather be me than to get your respect Cuz' I know on these beats my words often reflect The situation that i'm in on a particular day But particularly I ain't trying to say Cuz' I am not a product you're buying the product is me Peace