Cam Bluff - Hearts A Mess lyrics

[Hook] Your heart's a mess You won't admit to it It makes no sense But I'm desperate to connect You can't live like this [Verse 1: 360] f** I'm sick of this anxiety Feel like my brain is a ma**ive gang fighting me It's the last thing I want but it's fast in Feeling like this sh** is taking over and I can't think Honestly I'm on the brink of insanity With no luck and no f**ing grip on reality I try to block it out but it's too hard to keep ignoring How can I when I don't know the reason for it I wish I didn't have to react This depression yo it has to be that I'm having panic attacks Doctors want to give me anti-depressants But f** that I know that it won't answer the questions Yo I need some love, tried to see a shrink But I f**ing hate it always feel like I'm being judged To most people yo I know I'm not seeming f**ed I've got the best shield I'm knowing how to keep it up [Hook] Your heart's a mess You won't admit to it It makes no sense But I'm desperate to connect You can't live like this [Verse 2: 4TH] It's like I always live in the past tense Think of the steps to here, quick to discard them Always missing a mark and Picking apart what I did and what I can't get Best friendin' me to myself it seems My energy's giving a selfish means My self esteem's driven by my never content nature I love the chase never shelf the dream No matter how unattainable it may be Cause even if I fall short it's all forward, maybe Till the devil that's on my shoulder Tells me silver lining looks better a little golder Damn, In the mirror like look at yourself Where's your head at you're crooked as hell Got me reaching for that angel In need of a halo Instead I'm right here speaking to a stranger [Hook] Your heart's a mess You won't admit to it It makes no sense But I'm desperate to connect You can't live like this