Calvin Crabtree - My Feelings lyrics

[Verse 1: Calvin Crabtree] You where the one talking about thug for life Now you sitting at home with ya kids and ya wife I'm still keeping it g Introduced me to the life of crime now you asking what the f** is wrong with me Saying the shot needs to stop you sounding like ya pops when we'd get suited and booted With the bandannas ready to do it 13 and sh** a young bad a** committing the crime and screaming prove it with the blunt in my hand Feeling invincible just picking up that Glock and popping off them shots Drinking till we sober and talking about how we wanted to go out when we died Couse I know deep down in they hearts they knew I would be the on who keep it alive Couse it made me feel alive to have that thugging felling inside When from school text books to pulling out techs to those who gave dirty looks and getting f**ed up And beating those up who wasn't down on my block Paranoid of the law if they chase me I won't stop I know I'm wrong in life and I scheme to get buy You got me in to this and now I don't know why [Hook: Calvin Crabtree] You lost that thugging feeling Ooo o that thugging felling You lost that thugging feeling now it gone, gone, gone, wooo ooo o ooo ooo [x2] [Verse 2: Calvin Crabtree] I took you in gave you close and half my meals Growing up said we'd be down for life just showing you I was real Showed me the ropes when I was young made me feel though Now you having tough times so I helped you felt it was my duty But look now how you do me stealing my sh** to trade it to get your fix You probably even pulled some trick s**ing a mans dick to hit that gla** dick that's some sh** What was once my role model and close hommie I'm wanting them to be a stranger so in the future he don't know me So lonely so confuse no where to turn to This life style is so f**ed up got me f**ed up where'd I go wrong, my life Or was it my fault I thought it would be something that would make me feel proud thinking about all the stuff now I'm having doubts I'm over It I just want out, so what are my hommies saying now? [Hook: Calvin Crabtree] You lost that thugging feeling, ooo o that thugging felling You lost that thugging feeling now it gone, gone, gone, wooo ooo o ooo ooo [x3]