Calvin Crabtree - The Last One Left lyrics

[Verse 1: Calvin Crabtree] Feenin for affection (meaning it all with pa**ion) I'm trying to be lasting, Not last in Quick to approach and give you my kindness No game , Them others fake (and think they in a gang) I'm sane with my mind set on loving true Insane to that and feeling USED (Pointing the finger at the one separated from others and does less) The one to blame.Shame don't come with the fame,... Always been there Jealous, scared what them cats on (like they can't get another) Been threw several lovers none stand out (or up for love) In a way,... I guess I could be thought of as a thug (lonely and wanting more) Closed door low lights alone some times (why they chase them low life's) No wife no kids In it to live and let love rule, not the hate (what was my mistake) I can wait but so much time has pa**ed Felling like my love life has been one black ma** But I ain't evil Where My people? [Verse 2: Calvin Crabtree] Dropped like I'm nothing Where's my good loving?,.. I'm rubbing shoulders with the best Late nights no one to love Always some one to f** but ill pa** (Cla** , kindness , open communication) Wanting the life Kids cars and wife (Picture me rolling) I'm still hoping and got faith, and so many fakes not even still here I miss them,....Do they even remember the sweet talk in there ear? Wasn't all that actions to back it up (I guess they just wanted a man who wanted them to back it up) Haters back up Stay out my things and businesses. (worse than the paparazzi) ..... What is this life? Well, I love it Above it, Skip them my emotions understood in hip hop The big drop is when you see me rolling and I just pa** I know you wishing I would would stop chill and we laugh None of that (All "I" see is the tear in your eyes) And I show no emotion To them The way I wanted it And so it was brought forth [Verse 3: Calvin Crabtree] My people got it out for me Not paranoid I think deep Deep enough to see past (and beyond) Something else is what I'm on Got 2 45's and I'm ready to roll Dropping a note and a load of lead for those acting crazy Thinking they busing some heads Was I summoned on earth to suffer or make those who make people suffer I AINT NO su*kER.Not talking hard Just want to be heard When will I get what I deserve?