Calm - Friend Minus R lyrics

All my friends are turning into a**holes They used to be priceless, but god you can take em If it's one thing I learned it's that The more you're around people, the more you hate them Pick my brain and try to pick out my eyes But I'm that emerald city bound scarecrow Who got his heart ripped out Chasing goals accidentally stepping on their toes They're mad they never found that wizard That courage, dignity or jacket Before that hell frozen over blizzard There's a thing called TRUST and when that "T" Runs away to be TOUCHED all you're left with is RUST There's a thing called loyalty, it got it's "L" From LIES, who betrayed and left him Only to leave him with an open "I" I never want to be lonely so I end all my words with an "S" But I refrain from keeping disappointment plural But it's kind of hard cause I've seen goals get distracted by girls I've seen violence, I've seen money ruin lives I've seen it all on a tupac mural We're all ready dead, maybe that's why input says fu*k the WORLD We run red lights just to get to the next All we want is money, d** and s** We plant our addictions and water the weeds A friend minus R ain't nothing but a fiend I've been intimidated I've been depressed I've been afraid I've seen relationships fade I've seen friendships end in a day After being built for a decade What's the difference between 10 years and 10 tears? It all feels the same when you're living the moment It's easy to hate, it's easy to blame It's harder to look in the mirror and face and your opponent What's a friend, what's a companion, what's a partner? What's a key without a starter? It used to be bros before hoes but now you're the gardener We used to stay out all night, looking for girls, our moms would hate us But would have known the same thing we were looking for would separate us? Instead of giving your R to reality to gave it to dRugs and distRactions Losing site of your dReams and a friend without a R ain't nothing but a fiend I got goals I'm hungry, you had goals you ate So you took your H from happiness and turned it into hate They say attachments dangerous, but it's detaching that hurts It's sad to think you'll get sick of the one you love But the thought of them getting sick of you first is worst But if push ever comes to love, I'm a tell it no I don't wanna make none Don't get used to me, I like your smile I don't wanna see a fake one Mistakes are made but sometimes it takes 9 months to make one I got dreams I'm a go and try to get em done Cause I don't wanna have a day job past 21 Have fun smoking with your lust at the bar And maybe one day you'll find that R (f** you) [Hook]