Calm (US) - Scarring of Mind lyrics

Watched you spread like disease into me. Spitting you up I cant f**ing breathe. This is a sentence to suffer your sickness and greed. In the desperation of your mental masturbation. Ruining your asperity , I am now your therapy. Spitting up blood from your disease that is infecting me. You spill my blood while I cry. This was out of love? right These scars were out of love? right Look at me and tell me. That I was worth something , anything. Don't ever show your face to me. Don't ever show your face to me again. Your still opening sores that will never mend. Scarring of mind , the scarring of mind. Faith is seen lost in these eyes. Wasting the skin on my knees, open up the sky. Let my spirit fly. What the f** did you do with all my skin still under your finger nails? Taste the blood of innocence that was not of yours. Still you wanted more. I was powerless, I was powerless. This was out of love? right These scars were out of love? right Look at me and tell me. That I was worth something, anything. Don't ever show your face to me. Don't ever show your face to me again. You're still opening sores that will never mend. Scarring of mind, the scarring of mind. Maybe the blood you drew will warm my body. Oh god id like to see your blood on my hands. k**ing you would be so sweet. Your bloods on my hands. Pure. Now I am pure. The scarring of mind. Your bloods on my hands.