[Hook] I'm addicted to this life style I'm repenting for it right now Even though I know I'ma do it again Am I wrong for living for right now Even though I know I ain't living again? So who the f** is watching over me? Man who the f** is watching over me?! Nobody... [Verse 1] As a kid I wasn't lied to, sh** I knew how the bills was paid Now here I stand, a grown man And it felt like it would never come But in all actuality it will never end Until a n***a dead and gone, set in stone My grandpop still taking care of motherf**ers And he a bed of bones sh** we probably could leave it before the feds is on But then the money, power and p**y come, that's what led us on The wrong sh**... just like my man Got a couple b**hes and regular rotation that he roam with Just told me he couldn't wait for that iPhone 6 Trying to keep up with the Joneses, and he homeless sh**... a n***a out here living house to house But his pockets flat, they need mouth to mouth Will God forgive me with the sins I committed? For whatever I did, I'm repenting [Hook] [Verse 2] I can hear 'em hissing, I can here 'em shaking You gotta weatherize your friends for the insulation Why hit the club now? I'm getting fixed for greatness And that's why lately I ain't been showing no participation A n***a say he love me, it's right back at you n***as don't really like me but act like they do Won't betray me in front of me, behind my back they do Couple n***as got love for me and hate the fact they do With all this weight, feel like I'm working out They used to get 'em through the airport, but they searching now Look at all the lives that the task force is hurting now Came up with a plan to stop a n***a, I'ma work it out Cuz can't be out here living house to house See he ain't thinking of preparing for when they lock him out Will God forgive me for the sins I'm committing? For whatever I did, I'm repenting [Hook]