Caliban - I Refuse To Keep On Lving lyrics

No matter where I look at I am waiting in a sea of blood Where has the time gone? And what happened in the dark? Memories of fear, cries, noise and silence A new day, old routine I refuse to keep on living such a sad life Help me out I try to run away Help me out I know you can save me today Save me this time A new day, old routine I refuse to keep on living such a sad life Red, blood red No matter where I look at I am waiting in a sea of blood I'll go out into the street Staring eyes, laughing mouths What have I done? What have I missed? Help me out I try to run away Help me out I know you can save me today Save me this time Am I home? Am I safe? I look into the mirror Screaming, laughter Worse than before Help me out I try to run away Help me out I know you can save me today Save me this time No!