Calenraps - Difficult 2 Love lyrics

[Verse 1] My homie asked me how every has been and I wanna tell him but I don’t know where to start There’s random days I can physically feel my family fade and it feels like it’s tearing me apart The love I have is a love I don’t wanna lose ’cause losing love be wearing out my heart I tell my shorty “I’m sorry for all my stupid decisions”, she like “Calen don’t even start” [Hook] All my life I just been difficult to love and very easy to leave It’s hard to hide a broken heart when you bleeding out of your sleeve And it’s so dark inside my mind I can’t find a reason to breathe Never satisfied with anything I achieve [Verse 2] Am I ambitious or ungrateful? I’ve attempted to be faithful But temptation is a b*tch that I done gave a couple facials in my past If I can’t have you baby this the only favor that I ask Please don’t ever let no other ni**a change the way you laugh (Yeah) Complications from miscommunications turned my relationships to trash (Yeah) sh*t changes in a flash (Yeah) [Hook] All my life I just been difficult to love and very easy to leave It’s hard to hide a broken heart when you bleeding out of your sleeve And it’s so dark inside my mind I can’t find a reason to breathe Never satisfied with anything I achieve [Verse 3] And I’ve never been the best person or artist but I’ve always worked my hardest Patiently waiting on fruits of my labor from all I harvest Inside I’ve harbored a darkness from times I was broken hearted Was faded to fight the feeling and feelings faded regardless Got holes in all of my garments and hoes inside my apartment The love that I had in store has departed from all departments I’m focused on what’s important and what’s gon’ to take me the farthest So far from Good Charlotte whole heart inside the garbage ‘Cause I’m difficult to love