Caleb Shomo - I Have A Problem lyrics

[Intro: Caleb Sh*mo] I found my vice I found my vice It lives in a bottle, and wants me to die I found my vice I found my vice It lives in a bottle, and wants me to die But I want to be alive! [Verse 1: Caleb Sh*mo] God I want to call you my father I'm sick of drinking my life away I can't remember anything This isn't fun anymore My body's glued to the floor When did my king start living inside a gla** bottle? I'm dying, I'm done lying to myself If I'm living, it's inside a hollow shell My stomach is bleeding But I'm still drinking A hole inside me is now more than a metaphor [Pre-Chorus: Caleb Sh*mo] I guess a bottle can't save my life I guess a bottle can't tame my mind [Chorus: Caleb Sh*mo] This is my reward, a barely beating heart But I still lie to myself, I always lie to myself My hands are in the air, and God I hope you're there Because I can't make it myself, I'll never make it myself [Verse 2: Caleb Sh*mo] Standing up just to fall back down Screaming nonsense to hear the sound It doesn't matter if nobody's around I'll hit the bottom just to feel the ground Substance therapy, never set me free Substance therapy, never set me free [Pre-Chorus x2] [Chorus] [Outro: Caleb Sh*mo] I don't know about you, but I'm admitting now that I have a problem I have a problem (x4)