Caleb Sarikey - Searching lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm searching this Earth and I'm not finding anything It's pretty lame I don't want the fame That's when all the gold diggers came But who the f**'s to blame? Relationships are real, not a damn game I got a story to tell, about a girl who's real And I f**ed up the deal It was a huge regret And she's one I'll never forget I, constantly upset, her Even when we weren't together But all I wanted to do was help her As if I was her full time shelter From danger, but I didn't do it And I know I could've And I wish I really would've Cause now, I've been shaken Back in to reality, and now I have to pay the fee Cause she's out of my life I wanted her to be my future wife But it's like I put a knife through her I accidentally hurt her By my words, and my actions But I f**ed up back then And it's sad when I think about it [Verse 2] Don't loose what you don't wanna Cause I loved this girl, and I miss her 100 Percent of the time She deserves to be treated like an angel And anything less than that, should strike danger If I could, I'd go back and restart from when I was a stranger To her, before I caused her hurt And treat her as my first priority But now all she does is just ignore me But I'm not blind, I can see Why she doesn't talk to me Anymore, I wish I could've stopped it before It happened, but instead I was just sitting back relaxing Not paying attention When later on in life it'd make me feel like I was sitting in detention And it's all hard to even mention It's like I've been sentenced to prison But what I'm tryna say, is I miss her If I had the chance, I'd walk up, kiss her Tell her I missed her, and treat her like the real winner She is, and she'd deserve it If I could buy the moon I'd reserve it And give it to her