Caged Between Hostility - Warm Up lyrics

[Verse] I've been living on dreams And been sleeping on fantasies This is what I can be and this is what I won't be This is me at a zero, you wanna see me at 100 Then i'll bury this beat alive And write this rap on it's tombstone Ride on my enemies And make their punk-a** some memories Of my past I made a product of my enviorment And used it as a selling point This is the type of fire that's exclusive for lighting joints I'm getting to the point Where I don't give a f** on what I say or what I do These lyrics are bullets and i'm aiming them at you My brains been f**ed up since I was an infant Special Ed type of kid, picked on by other children Raised by a loving and caring mother A dad who's a f**ing joke A life that has been hell But I survived the flames I'm done playing games I'm done being regretful I'm done being sorry You don't like it well f** you I don't give a f** about you I don't care what you think about me It's funny how this game works You either be real, stay at the bottom forever Or talk like a 2-year old and blow up I'm gonna stick to being real And see how long it takes me to get a record deal