Cage - Self-Harmonic lyrics

(Cage) So my cousins were into satanism They would go out and they would get a goat They'd bring it back home, join hands in a circle around the goat And they repeated this chant over and over til the goat started to get really really excited, kicking around They believed they were bringing Satan into the goat's body, The goat would eventually throw up, thus giving you Satan in a gelatinous form, To eat [Scratched by Brutal Artistry] (Talk about, talk about, Talk about some vampire sh**) (Talk about, Talk about some vampire sh**) Verse 1 [Bane] Just took a moment or two for me to realize, That real life don't feel right, got lost in a surreal mind state Self medicate to give me clear sight, But feel light blisterin' the skin upon my face I'm in this dark dark place (???) to taste the blood coagulate Start shiftin' my shape into new forms As night falls resume my true form Torn from the womb at full moon, I never knew dawn Too gone to consider reconciliation The virus (???) with it's mutations Breath taking So full control was surrendered the same day I sold my soul, To the shadows, I feel increasingly shallow The deeper I get, the more my mind narrows I'm too paranoid to hear my true calling And I can't find my voice above the sound of bugs swarming [Scratched by Brutal Artistry] (Talk about, talk about, Talk about some vampire sh**) (Talk about, Talk about some vampire sh**) Verse 2 [Cage aka Chris Palko] I gave up too much information what was true to Chris I bought tickets to Budapest but ended up in Bucharest, Romania, I'm thinking Transylvania, (???) in blood But I left stitches in my mother's labia