Caedmon's Call - Not the Land (live) lyrics

So many miles behind, still I drive pedal down Off the map hours back, it's beneath the seat, I think With two pennies and a match and something else I can't remember But in the time that it would take to fish it out I'll be another mile gone- And I feel so wrong Trying to feel right In light of all the things I've past You'd think that I'd have learned- This is not the land was promised me Even as far as my eyes can see I'm so wound up I can't even breathe I don't want words I just want some peace- Its seems I've misplaced me faith It's 11:12 nothing's changed Well nothing except the channel I'm afraid And the number there No, it's the same Oh, this must be the savior of the month And what I must have Where's the night gone? I'm so tired and out of shape You've gotta get me up But I can't get up today- And it's been so long Since I've felt right All the rote, rehearsal, proof You'd think that I'd have learned- Break me- This is not the land was promised me Gotta get out of bed Get me something to read Gotta feed my brother Not my eyes If not, then I'll be all I despise