Cadaverous Condition - To The Distant Grey lyrics

I remember the dreamwind filling my sails then blowing me off course I remember the blue sky the follies of youth and a wish to die I remember things held close thrown away and forgotten I foresee that it will come true this my wind now blows for you calling calling across the blue I remember the black heart the knowledge of age and the falling apart I remember the feelings I lack and the friendships that were a stab in the back calling calling across the blue I will burn this page today I will throw my life away I just do not want to stay I give it all to the beautiful sea calling calling across the blue calling calling across the blue to the distant grey