Cadaverous Condition - ...and Then Forgotten lyrics

"everything is alright" you said "it was all just a joke" you smiled and I felt happy, I felt released but as I woke this dream did cease yet Carca**onne was never so far Sandra and a swastika it's all so dog damned real your words cut me down wake me when it's over I see you in the mirror lying naked on the bed you closed your eyes and dreams take you away "everything is alright" she said "it was only a joke" she laughed I felt so happy, I felt released but as I woke the dream deceived I mess up the days of the week the radio rocks me to poisoned sleep I see you in the mirror lying naked on the bed you closed your eyes and dreams take you away why do I so often think about what could have been when it is not it all just sounds like Nine While Nine