Ca**ow - Thoughts Beyond Dreams lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: Ca**ow] It was about 1997 When my heart fell from the heaven and your world was so important More important than the reverand But you would always leave more than you would ever stay And my heart would just soon grow astray Knowing tomorrow be the same as yesterday You was my hero even when you lost your cape But I ain't know how to deal with all this space My time waste when you [Hook 1: Ca**ow] Shattered all my dreams sh** I've never seen Just a little pawn Trying to grow to be a king And I'm chasing all these dreams Believe with no belief All them nights missing Couple days turned to weeks You done missed out on my dreams Aye, you done missed out on my dreams This life ain't what it seem [Verse 2: Ca**ow] Uh, born an Aries but trying to ball like a series My vision became blurry, the people I love hurt me People I lust nurse me For the moment grab a chaser, uh Taught me let a hoe just be a hoe but never chase her The winter colder, summer's hotter I'm gazing out the window pane just trying to see my momma Like yo you seen her at a round? Man, I'm just trying to spot her Till that night, went to that house, me and my bro got her [Hook 2: Ca**ow] Shattering our dreams sh** I've never seen Just a little pawn I'm trying to grow to be a king I'm just chasing all these dreams Believe with no belief All them nights missing Couple days turned to weeks Man, you shattering my dreams Aye, look you shattering my dreams This life ain't what it seems [Verse 3: Ca**ow] Uh, a late night in September, all I remember It was popping on the block All the homies, plus the members Then I heard them shots fired but that sh** happened all the time Just turned my a** the other way I got my own business to mind I was looking at the news like why the f** they gotta shoot? Then my n***a hit me like that n***a hit last night was you Then my heart fell to the ground like a Cupid that can't shoot I would of ran across the street my cover might have saved you [Hook 3: Ca**ow] But now it's over Remind me of October My grandpa on his d**hbed and his hands is getting colder Somebody grab a blanket The stress I can't take it Like why the hell I make it I'm too real to ever fake it Why you shattering they dreams? God, why you shattering they dreams? This life ain't what it seems [Verse 4: Ca**ow] Uh, my thoughts scatter as they lay across the floor Like how I finish all these project discussions of doing tours? I just get in the booth and vent And these hoes around is temporary I make them fear me, they hear me, I spit it clearly I'm looking in the mirror I'm just trying to find my soul Why the storm of tomorrow gotta feel so close? Get them Jays cause I've got to The world always telling us the sh** that we not to With words like impossible [Hook 5: Ca**ow] And dreams sh** I've never seen Just a little pawn I'm trying to grow to be this king And I'm chasing all these dreams Believe with no belief All them nights missing They done turned to some weeks And I'm missing all my dreams It's like I'm missing all my dreams This life ain't what it seems [Verse 5: Ca**ow] 2012, they say we all going to hell I sit at a wishing well full of flowers like what a smell My momma right by my side Andre looking from the sky They both smile at me proud to see how far I've come now Grandpa looking from the ground Spirit staring in them crowds Taught me let my flesh die before I ever throw in the towel Already living out my dreams just to see my self now They say my music like my heart Just thinking out loud