C-Sick - Mamma I'm Sorry lyrics

[Verse 1] First off, I'm still sorry for the stuff that I did All the lying and back talking sh** I did as a kid I was bangin' when you told me not Hustlin' when you told me stop And all the stupid sh** I did The love you gave me never stopped You always came through for me Not one thing you wouldn't do for me Sad to say when you heard 'bout them shots that day You knew it was me I worried you so much that you got tired of me I knew it. So I grew up, I ain't screw up Now you proud of me I remember, comin' in Middle of the night my eyes red You asked me why, and I ain't wanna tell you Cause my guys dead You so intelligent you always kept up wit' what lies said I'm so pathetic I could never keep up wit' my lying a** And raising me you never thought to worry, 'bout me dying fast And growin' up I never thought, my actions made you cry sad I just wanna say, you made me everything I am today And after all I put you through, I wouldn't have it no other way Ma I'm sorry [Bridge] (You know all them times I had you up late worried about me) Mamma I'm sorry (I ain't never get to tell you I apologize) Mamma I'm sorry (You know all them nights you callin' my phone no answer) Mamma I'm sorry (Comin' to pick me up from police stations) Look, I promise mamma I'm sorry [Verse 2] Definition of a woman When our problems was taken over you brought us from under As a youngin' you always told me I won't need for nothin' I just never settled for less cause I can't see you strugglin' That's why I got it on my own and I stayed away from home Cause I ain't want my sister growin' up watching me doing wrong And at the end of the day, it's my life I gotta learn from my mistakes All I wanna do is move you and my grandma out the state Put y'all in some nice estate, name on ya license plate So I grind like it's my time, even if I die today So even if I die today I just hope you see brighter days You always made sure I was straight Not a meal I never ate Jepordize our friendship, that's a chance I'll never take All the times that I would scare you You would never run away Now every single day I wait to see a smile on ya face All the rivers of tears you could probably cry away Ma I'm sorry [Outro] Mamma I'm sorry (All the lies, everything I put you through. All the times I...) Mamma I'm sorry (went against your word) Mamma I'm sorry (Lot of times I ain't never get to tell you I'm sorry for all the sh** I did) Look, I promise mamma I'm sorry