C-Jay - Never Thought lyrics

[Verse 1: CJay] I'm the sole lonely loner that you neglected You didn't see my true colors until that f**ing Rubik's Cube connected 95 percent of my life I've been sad and gloomy Wish that I can truthfully say that I had a dad that knew me So guess who taught me how to be a man Go figure, not these broke n***as; my mom didn't need a hand That's the true meaning of being a single parent I don't agree with these so called father figures that's incoherent Loving at night but you were scornful the morning after Can't ignore disaster; ain't no shame I was born a ba*tard Bet I could travel the world in a month Touch the clouds but still wouldn't get the girl that I want Now my head losing it; look in my bed, who's in it? No one, so I'm in my room RedTubing it You trynna be harder than I the harder you try Aren't you high b**h I be that star in the sky [Hook 1: CJay] Never thought I would be the only one I Never thought I would be the only one Never thought I would be the only one Never thought that I would be the only one [Verse 2: CJay] Yo all I see is me; some people say I'm a selfish man But you gotta do it yourself cuz nobody will lend a helping hand Growing up I didn't have nothing I can't afford it so every little thing I get I'm thankful for it Been grinding, what's on my mind is I deserve some respect Work till the d**h and I won't stop till I worked up a sweat Life is a giant middle finger; all I get is a f** you There ain't a father figure to look up to A single mother, a little brother, an older sister Cold as winter so when you gone who the f** suppose to miss you? Besides your blood and the one above Getting my heartbroken made me realize that I don't wanna love Unless someone does have love for me I will enjoy your company, what else more do you want for me? I said I will enjoy your company what else more do you want from me? [Hook 2: CJay] [Verse 3: CJay] Can you envision a man with a plan stranded on an empty road Bag full of clothes but he barely knows where to go? All he knows is where he's headed, he has a destination A couple people that chose to follow him but the rest was hatin' Told em' it was his time but he had no estimation Impatient he wouldn't stop until he sees the d**h of Satan So he continues to thrive while others make it hard Some say it's odd, every morning and night he prays to God Asking why my people trapped in the ghetto Half of us rebels and you wonder why they strapped with the medal I thought an officers job was to protect and to serve Instead of doing that all they do is arrest and disturb And on top of that it's impossible, how can we survive a 9 to 5, including feeding a family of five So keep your head up and strive and never let up inside You will rise whether you're dead or alive Right? [Hook 3: CJay] Repeat