Byron Henderson - Sadistic Infinity (Never Letting Go) lyrics

[Intro: Byron] Babe, turn me up Get it right {laughs} I love you too So, what do I do, just spazz? You know, you should really be here with me, you know that, right? I think you should [Verse: Byron] Why would I be shocked with all that's happening? Havoc is human nature Lost my better half to that grave, bet they appreciate you since you're gone Now they're stuck with the clichés and the nameless Overshadowed by the thought of you possibly being famous Permanent cologne is sin, everything's moving backwards At him, but never get at him, subliminally attacking This is what we're looking forward to? Question they never ask is whether you would like your racism blatant, or systematic? Tenacious attempts to be everything you see There ain't no leaders round here, just you and me They k** them all, just like height restrictions will k** hoop dreams And if you make it, they'll probably k** you if you speak I think highly of y'all, we're just good at making the worst decisions possible, dawg We become our own obstacles before we make it out of the yard The less fortunate will k** you if you got it before them, why? Just look around you for a second Observe your surroundings and know that you're probably a step away from tragedy This is the environment you're set in People keep dying, but that ain't even the scary part Maybe I'm losing faith in y'all The cops keep firing shots to create a racial war But if we start firing back, that's bringing martial law This isn't making sense, or maybe this is who really are No serenity here, we just invade for oil Opium and this ish, and then we fake a war as if we were minding our business America the beautiful, oh how I resent this Sure, I'm just a baby, maybe it's a façade Maybe I'm losing my mind Maybe I'm running out of time, so I'm using it wisely Hopefully things change for the better, just a reminder of why I'm 97 Watch me sever ties [Interlude: Byron] There comes a point where you just lose all feeling It isn't willingly, it just happens and you become numb See, she was hurting really badly, and we couldn't stop it Now I'll probably never hurt again I'd k** just to feel even that one more time So, when you think about saying F love and try to act heartless Think about how you still have the ability to feel those feelings for someone I don't… [Sample: The Punisher] You sit here and you're all confused about this thing, but you have it You have everything So hold onto it Use two hands, and never let go, got it? [Verse: Byron] So many problems with your mind state You look in the mirror in disgust, like you are not great Even in your younger days, when innocence was a thing to you Back when the only thing you would see outside wasn't pain to use for inspiration The bullets fly and they didn't aim at you but whoever they hit Whether you knew them or not, it was changing you Making you into something dangerous Detrimental to nobody but you and it's angering, I know you well Thinking there has to be more to life than this You're torturing yourself, and the arguments are inciting this Every day of your life, it's like every word is a knife leaving you scarred Sweaters and jackets ought to be nice enough to cover it, at least until they heal Unfortunately, your soul is something that never will That's frightening How are you so intelligent? Might it be due to telling your friend about how you're fighting your skeletons? Or did you finally come to the realization that real life reveals time won't ever heal our hatred? All the hoping people get it together is wishful thinking I know it's taking a toll on you; that's why you're sinking deeper The sole reason you hate when the shots ring out Sound of a shell hitting the ground is all you think about Looking into the eyes of a man gasping for air cause he can't breathe You feel like crap cause you weren't there to help him So you watch that video on repeat as it haunts you to point where you can barely even sleep You can barely even eat because your stomach won't digest You can't help it; he wasn't ready to die yet You're afraid, because you don't know how to stop it Difficult as it is, all your friends can do is watch it As you slowly self-destruct with nothing more to lose but love and hope Even though your friend is long gone, you're never letting go… [Outro: Byron] I can't breathe either I can't breathe either… {Sighs}