ByLwansta - The Routine lyrics

I woke up... [Verse 1: ByLwansta] I woke up, day after Back to the City I'm feeling all sorts of regret, I'm feeling all kinds of sh**ty, because I came a long way just to f**s sh** up It could've been flawless if that DJ that they gave me had never f**ed it up But now I'm up, 4 in the morning, feel like he's mourning I feel like I finally get why these people used to ignore him, cause "Lwansta's just an internet rapper, so we don't know what would happen, if we had him and gave him a chance, have him rapping and sh**." 2015 I finally made the lineup, I made my mind up No matter what the f** would happen I'd make that drive up. Thankfully man they booked me a bus But I was moving with girl, they made preparations for both of us That was sweet, I appreciated that sh** But as soon as I hit the stage I really hated that sh** Because all those damn rehearsals and all of that f**ing nervousness is bullsh** if I can't even hear when to get my verses in I begged him, gave him signals to put my volume up I couldn't hear the beat at all man I was f**ing up And I was stuck, inside of the eyes of those in the audience The pressure and anxiety had me quarter to nauseous That one chance, I blew it Baat myself up into a pathetic puddle of fluid "I knew that you couldn't do it Lwansta, uyaphapha that's all you're good at on the Internet, but never forget how you f**ed up at such a big event" *laughs* "Don't listen to this a**hole.." [Verse 2: ByLwansta] "Put yourself on Lwansta, put yourself on Work your a** off Till everyone of your a** off CDs on every shelf gone' And stop being so depressed over what other guys achieve Just focus on doing you, man f** it ntwana believe! 'Cause While you lose your mind just remember you're losing focus, remember you were jealous Clara after OMAZ? She was up there with her team and their energy was the loudest, and deep inside your heart you were probably one the proudest, my brother?! There's no more time to slow down You're making bigger moves than some rappers in this city and it's their home town So don't be so surprised if you're not getting bookings Because the whole time they're looking for rappers they're never really looking They just call up a friend, and put them on the line up He never needs to sign up He never needs to climb up You find them at Gagasi like even if all their rhymes s** And I'm just sitting there thinking, hold on, what the f**?"