BVA - Am I Going Crazy lyrics

[Vers 1: BVA] I feel erratic. Is this psychosis? Now I got some attack of a piff and I smoked it No joke sh**. It comes in phases Sometimes wyle the f** out, sometimes great to behave But no wake spliffs. I think my brain's got poem Somewhere around where the line signs stopped showin' My old man always said: "When you're older, you're beknowin' How it drives you Insane In The Membrane." sh**! I lost my trainer for, I lost my house keys Lost that pike that I got of fingers or about free Lost it for rebitten herds and people call me outkeeper that ain't the drink, that really took it out me I look around to see the side effects I set a wise of a good reflection of what's inside the head My mind's been fed, my mind's bled That's why I can't remember of what the f** I just said [Hook 2x: BVA] Am I going crazy? I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe Beaver's f**ed, just my name's Josh Davey Scared to ask myself if it's changed me So how the d** change me [Verse 2: BVA] Everybody thought he was nice, everyone liked him Till one day somebody pissed him off and he started knifin' Throw him in the 'cyc' bin Fools, can't you see? I was just trynna be cool, it was you that made it exciting School for five years with the rich kids on a scolarship How the f** you meant to fit in when you can't ring the dollars with? Af' school I was bored on the bus, I was rich The truth was the first song you think I really give a sh** What they think of me? I knew that from day one Forget the words even though every day is the same song Pick up the same bong, sniff the same sh**, tip the same trip down my froke when my life's got bong My mind speaks to me but I've been thunking: "f** that dickhead!" I can't hear in jiper in away when the spliff's red Doing for the f** instead f** an angel in my sin bed And even trust myself like a pinhead Looking in the mirror like a taxi driver You're looking at me, punk? Through the cloud of a skunk it isn't me either Pinch that Becks and there's a Vival I'm going in on etern like howling s** drive and holding a screw driver [Hook 2x: BVA] Am I going crazy? I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe Beaver's f**ed, just my name's Josh Davey Scared to ask myself if it's changed me So how the d** change me