Burning Star - On My Own lyrics

(CHORUS) On my own, I've got to do it all alone So I could be a better me, cuz I'm my only enemy (2) [Verse 1] I awake everyday out of desperation Wipe my eyes, wipe my brow cuz of perspiration Cold sweat, you could bet I got some sh** upon my mind And what it is, square biz, man, really can't define... Well..sorta..kinda..I mean Its really kinda hard, when deciphering a Dream Or should I say Vision, it got me off position In my Ways and Actions, there's no precision Not to mention, haven't left my house in 2 weeks I've cooked, but haven't cleaned, and the apartment probably reeks But could careless about my personal hygiene The problems that I facin' got me stressin' like a high beam I'm a house trapped man with a paranoid mind I know my house is Safe, but still Peace is hard to find And every damn time, I look out my window Somebody's looking, and I know it ain't the Indo That I'm smoking, yeah the chariots got to swing low And come and save me from myself f** my bloody wealth, I want my Mental health I grab my gun from off the shelf, I shoot 2 shots into the mirror So I could see a little clearer Cuz the man inside the frame is drivin' me insane Its not the government that's runnin' sh** I'm the One to blame... I'm the ( ? ), the Self controller I Self Lord And Master, but I can't seem to master my mind... [Chorus] On my own, I've got to do it all alone So I could be a better me, cuz I'm my only enemy (2) [Verse 2] I'm one of the One, yet, One of a Million In Digital plus Original Form Born one hand a Sword, one hand a Mic to Love Right I shine like a lamp in a dark room turned bright So stop, Rewind, you might slip through your Time Your moment has pa**ed and gone Now you're last in the line You find that you're Lost, and true Love really does cost But that you never had enough cuz money wasn't the Source I want the World so I could give it right back to the One I want my Freedom so I could give my Life back to my Sons I pray to Jah for the best, prepare myself for the worst I share my Love when I'm blessed, and pa** my Test when I'm cursed And my mind... ... I keep it sharp and exact, I got to know my every move And my foe's plan of Attack And my Soul... ... Sometimes it slips through my Hold It's like one minute I'm King, and next I'm ready to fold Well as for you, well that's something that's only for you And hopefully my rhymes pa** on a Lesson or two Cuz I'm here to break Truth, speak loud for the Youth Take our Word to the street, build from Root to the Fruit And we'll never fall off, yo we'll never turn soft And we're screamin' Revolution from L.A. to New York And it's like that, and it ain't gonna stop The Star will burn Fire till we all go drop [Chorus] - 2X On my own, I've got to do it all alone So I could be a better me, cuz I'm my only enemy