Burning Brides - At The Levity Ball lyrics

I'm wide awake but my mind's so far away. I can't remember a single thing you say. I've seen my own brain light up and it scared me to d**h. If you think I'm lying then I'm just wasting my breath. I've seen the light of milk, the drunk white cow. I know the time and the place and the where and the how. I've seen all you give me before I rise and I fall. Let's go down and ring the bell at the levity ball. You're goin' out the same. I'll never hold down what's in your eyes. You say you wanted a kiss. Well, I want to give you one last chance.