Alone and in despair I'm disgraced and aware of my undoing There's no time to die I've even got no spine left to hide My pain forced inside Try and stop this, try and save me God I'm slipping, help I'm sinking Take all that you want, take all that want from me I'll never be what you want You've lost the game and you have all but broken me So sad to see lesson learned, hearts left open I feel so empty, so black with decay I am diseased from the inside, the outsides fading This pressure of my life circles above me It's beating me down for all the sh** I take Please help my mind, my body to somewhere it finds peace My soul shall bare my pain This pressure of my life circles above me It's beating me down for all the sh** I've done