Bully - Trying lyrics

That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me Been praying for my period all week And relief that I just can't see I question everything, my focus, my figure, my s**uality And how much it matters or why it would mean anything I can't keep together, I've been better I've been thinking about it every night I'm trying, I am I'm trying, I am Trying to hate from my mind, I am Trying all the time, I am Trying to hate from my mind, I am Trying, trying all of mine But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid play I feel enough growing so far from myself I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach So brush it off, ‘cause I wanted that it's been dusting up When you walk like that, here's a sh**, There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive I'm trying, I am I'm trying, I am Trying to hate from my mind, I am Trying all the time, I am Trying to hate from my mind, I am Trying, trying all of mine If it k**s for anything I didn't want to I'm just looking for a clarity To help me to get through If you're setting your ways Well get enough to It's absolutely that I can break it down for you To feel the beast, to leave on leash To come right back to you I'm trying, I am I'm trying, I am Trying to hate from my mind, I am Trying all the time, I am Trying to hate from my mind, I am Trying, trying all of mine Won't lie, why you mind