Built to Spill - Three Years Ago Today lyrics

The other night I dreamt about a sudden realization That everything bad that can happen to me would Woke up screaming, God I hope I'm not bleeding Out my eyes or mouth when I die I have seen a sheepish wonder I see me three years ago today No one's gonna push my bu*tons No one's gonna have their say A little while later I was trying to remember But then it didn't seem quite as awful as it seemed Can't believe I won't admit that I have seen a sheepish wonder I see me three years ago today No one's gonna push my bu*tons No one's gonna have their way Feel about the same but I'm 10 years older Watched my cat die for a month now I have seen a sheepish wonder I saw you earlier today