Built To Last - What Was Said lyrics

Too Many broken promises so I Dont think you need to explain What good is trust when it's always being broken So stop with those kind words Because all they do is hurt I know you see me here all alone And I wont fall for this While you stand laughing at me I'm not desperate But sometimes you can make me feel so weak Waiting to see you again And i'm lying to myself And I know nothing is gonna be ok So i'm reaching for something That hasn't been here for years Yeah I'm holding on to something When its gone and disappeared I wont fall for this While you stand there laughing at me I'm not desperate But sometimes you make me feel so weak What more should I go through To have to stay with you And I won't fall for this While you stand there laughing at me I know this eating you up inside Because it's k**ing me as well Pretending to be so strong You close you eyes so tight Not seeing what's going on