Built On Secrets - Beyond The Shadows lyrics

It's only natural to be afraid I've said all that I can say You're ingrained in every memory I thought by now that you would leave Apologies they don't mean a thing (They don't mean anything) You said it would be different now You never told But I found out I'm content to be alone Please don't cause a scene There is a darkness in this light One which I cannot fight Lost amongst regret This will never be There's no sign to say That this time this is real These are the shadows of my past But I'm choosing what to feel Yeah, I'm choosing what to feel about this And everything around me Doesn't make sense But everybody knows That I'm playing for keeps I'm trying hard to believe In the one thing I can believe in, is myself If I could only believe in myself I need to get this off my chest I'm doing what I think is best Cause it's only natural to be afraid I've said all that I can say You're ingrained in ever memory I thought by now that you would leave Apologies they don't mean a thing (They don't mean anything) You said it will be different now You never told But I found out I'm content to be alone Please don't cause a scene