[Verse 1: Negrostotle] Soul-searchin', soul diggin', whatever you want to call it Walkin', gettin' mind off thoughts, I can't befall them Immortal artist, spittin' catharsis, above the darkness Above the sun, I am the farthest, steppin' in, I am Colossus Said forget about emotions, I tend to use my heart less I am not heartless, just stay chillin' on the surface Lookin' for purpose, prophets lookin' for some profit is a contradiction Reckless rappers lack description in they rhyme depictions Who could blame em'? f** the profit! Wisdom-gossipin', unh, I'm stoppin' in, philosophin' Belong to no place, straight goin' Machiavellian, steady yen Fade to the light like a chameleon Deep breathin', nice dreamin', why stay seekin' this meanin'? Why stay greivin' over sh** you don't wanna get caught in? I be believin' in some sh** I really want to fight for [Hook] Thought I lost my soul, been searchin' for another Diggin' in reality, stormin' through the thunder Sometimes I just sit here and just wonder Sometimes I just here and just wonder Thought I lost my soul, been searchin' for another Diggin' in reality, stormin' through the thunder Sometimes I just sit here and just wonder Sometimes I just here and just wonder [Verse 2: Vita Et Mors] Truth or truth and you're playin' with the one and only When the mask comes off and then you start sayin' What really clutters your mind, and then you start prayin' That you could get some direction, you're just star gazin' Look I been down this path more than once before I'm bull headed so you know that it's been once or more Tell me, how could you respect another man's opinion Knowin' that they guy is more f**ed up than you are? Ah! And you wonder why I'm stubborn I'm more intelligent than motherf**ers who are double My age so when they try to put me in my place I'm not rebellious but I will call a spade a spade I will disrespect, I will innovate I will look inside myself, I will believe that I will succeed And if my mind state shall get me into trouble? I'll look inside my own soul, just pa** me back the shovel Vita! [Hook: Vita Et Mors and Negrostotle] Thought I lost my soul, been searchin' for another Diggin' in reality, stormin' through the thunder Sometimes I just sit here and just wonder Sometimes I just here and just wonder Thought I lost my soul, been searchin' for another Diggin' in reality, stormin' through the thunder Sometimes I just sit here and just wonder Sometimes I just here and just wonder