Bugseed - Thoughts lyrics

(Phone Coversation between Bigg Dogg and his Father) Yeah its me I ain't never been a push over, never been a s**a Never been a chump, you n***as be talking ruckus I Just Keep it a 1000 for my pops doing hundreds He made way more off one onion f** what these n***as all talking bout, its never From the heart I come from a dark place Straight pool full of sharks Never can you survive in a place like this My raps built like a pyramid Been through way more then what i say I keep it all inside cuz n***as really fearing it Preaching real words like Mandela Fro real big, all white alapaca sweater The british walkers, keep me cautious Im nervous, native New Yorkin' Im socially awkward My family in torn apart and my heart is garbage Im constanly dodging departments Stalling, looking for time while i finish these verses Late night smoking sour i ain't peachin' n herbin' Irv ParaDice with me all the henny keep me litty My k**ers by my side case i die, so silly its funny Ya n***as mean mugging me and my team I just wanna feel Supreme like the n***a from Queens I just wanna be a boss see im a n***a with dreams If you feel what im saying keep it right with your team Whole Squad keep it family its never a thing Had a AK on my lap back at age 14 These murders all around me So sad but life is cloudy Dont ever doubt me, all my n***as keep it around me Im never clowning Free Big Vic on a 1000 im from public housing Upper West Side be the stomping grounds The Days are counting Before i take the whole crown and remain silent 1stFoutrty8 and im waaalin n***a 1stFourty8 and im waalin n***a And we out n***a.... (outro) Lemme hear that