Buck Zero - Deprivation Chamber lyrics

[Intro:] Yezzir (Yeah) (So peaceful, so serene, so calm) I finally get a moment to myself To get my mind right and do what I do [Verse 1:] I'm slowly fading, still I'm radiating Something unexplainable like pictures that I've painted Colors coordinating on this canvas that I'm saving For my sick imagination; I'm conditioned for creation Facing every single thought as its bubbling To the surface overshadowed by my purpose and its humbling Drowning in my misery cause history's gone come again Lifes a b**h and I'm a lose her like I do not wanna win Metaphors open better doors; Ain't no stumbling Nevermore will I settle for stomachs rumbling In my ear, this gone be our year; No more struggling I want it all, never dropped the ball; Ain't no fumbling (Yeah) This is honesty subconsciously He probability of making it is probably Decalcify your eye and you gone see a lot of me I'm feeling like a million dollars from the lottery As I sit in silence, my heart is beating so violent Its easy to see where I went Inhaling with perfect timing My prism's shining like a diamond Feeling like a loner though this chakra realignment [Chorus x4:] Inhale; Exhale [Verse 2:] In these catacombs, I'm feeling right at home Maybe I'm skitzophrenic, because I'm not alone I'm a f**ing hologram of the inner-me Thats the enemy, yeah thats him indeed But what can I do when I got nothing to lose; Ima just improve These n***as are faker than whats on the news; Live life how you choose I'm all about this Food 4 thought I thought you knew I thought of keeping it real and then I thought of you That was a demonstration of a conversation With myself again; I'm my only friend Often I feel trapped, spitting these real raps Instead of talking bout my swagger cause they feel that I'm not an imitation disgracing the f**ing nation through blatant misinterpretation of what it is to make it Orchestrating on a daily basis I'm high on life but wasted so much time on merely waiting Now I'm impatient getting tired of this deprivation Ventilating through deep meditation while I'm elevating [Chorus]