BubbaGotBeatz - Ten Toes Down lyrics

Yeah, take a look into my f**ing eyes Can you see all of my sorrow mixed with pain inside I ain't sure about tomorrow, sh** i want to die I've been depressed for a while now i'm sick and tired I'm so f**ed up I really need some help, but how can you help me if I can't even help myself I'm so disappointed Voices telling me to pick your poison, you either OD or shoot yourself, Just do a coin flip I'm so broken, ain't no way you can fix me If I pull the trigger who the f** will really miss me Kiss me on my forehead when i'm inside my casket Never gave a f** but all of a sudden start to a** kiss I know those times, develop love for you over night But where was you when I had no one to hold me tight No where in sight, so motherf** no condolences Born in 1994 and I've been lonely since.. Yeah, said I've been lonely since Had my family torn apart and we've been broken since Took my dad away before I took my first breath Took my dad away before he'd seen my first steps How the f** do you think I feel when I look back at it? I start to choke up and panic like i'm hazmatic Bad habits form so I can try to avoid the void After fact my whole family has been destroyed A couple months back my life changed, dad's home but our connection feels quite strange It's not the same like it once was in prison I used to feel so close but now I feel so f**ing distant And it hurts me, I swear to god this sh** hurts me, cause I don't feel like, "Yo son I feel that I'm worthy." And I ain't saying this to try to bash you dad I'm only saying this because you lost in touch on what we had You used to ask about me, show concern for what I'm doing, asking about my music and these dreams that i'm pursuing, now all you ever talk about is problems with these women It's funny how it happened, showing up all of a sudden But don't forget, when you were locked up we were always there All you had was us when you was going through despair Family is everything so don't you lose sight of that I'm only saying this cause I love you and I want you back Yeah, I said I want you back I would do anything to keep our love and bonding tact We can't forget about our past and where we both been, cause all we had was each other through both thick and thin You're my heart, mind and soul pops You're my treasure, You're my gold pops And your heart is where I'm home pops Without you I am not home pops Love You..