BTS - 마지막 (The Last) lyrics

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BTS - 마지막 (The Last) lyrics

Korean/Hangul [Verse 1] 잘 나가는 아이돌 랩퍼 그 이면에 나약한 자신이 서 있어 조금 위험해 우울증 강박 때때로 다시금 도져 Hell no 어쩌면 그게 내 본 모습일 지도 몰라 Damn huh 현실의 괴리감 이상과의 갈등 아프네 머리가 대인기피증이 생겨 버린 게 18살쯤 그래 그때쯤 내 정신은 점점 오염 돼 [Verse 2] 가끔씩 나도 내가 무서워 자기 혐오와 다시 놀러 와 버린 우울증 덕분에 이미 민윤기는 죽었어 (내가 죽였어) 죽은 열정과 남과 비교하는 게 나의 일상이 되 버린 지 오래 [Verse 3] 정신과를 처음 간 날 부모님이 올라와 같이 상담을 받았지 부모님 왈 날 잘 몰라 나 자신도 날 잘 몰라 그렇다면 누가 알까 친구? 아님 너? 그 누구도 날 잘 몰라 [Bridge] 의사 선생님이 내게 물었어 주저 없이 나는 말했어 그런 적 있다고 [Hook] 버릇처럼 하는 말 uh I don't give a sh** I don't give a f** 그딴 말들 전부다 uh 나약한 날 숨기려 하는 말 지우고픈 그때 그래 기억 조차 나지 않는 어느 공연하는 날 사람들이 무서워 화장실에 숨어 버린 나를 마주 하던 나 [Verse 4] 그때 난 그때 난 성공이 다 보상할 줄 알았지 근데 말야 근데 말야 시간이 지날 수록 괴물이 되는 기분야 [Verse 5] 청춘과 맞바꾼 나의 성공이란 괴물은 더욱 큰 부를 원해 무기였던 욕심이 되려 날 집어 삼키고 망치며 때론 목줄을 거네 어떤 이들은 내 입을 틀어 막으며 선악과를 삼키라 해 I don't want it 그들은 내가 이 동산에서 나가길 원하네 [Verse 6] sh** sh** 알겠으니까 제발 그만해 이 모든 일들의 근원은 나니까 나 스스로 그만둘게 내 불행이 니들의 행복이라면 기꺼이 불행 해줄게 증오의 대상이 나라면 기요틴에 올라서 줄게 [Verse 7] 상상만 하던 것이 현실이 돼 어릴 적 꿈이 내 눈앞에 꼴랑 두 명 앞에 공연하던 좆밥 이젠 도쿄돔이 내 코앞에 한번 사는 인생 누구보다 화끈하게 대충 사는 건 아무나 해 My fan my hommie my fam 걱정 말길 나 이젠 정말 괜찮아 damn [Verse 8] 내 본질을 부정했던 게 수 차례 내 주소는 아이돌 부정은 안 해 수 차례 정신을 파고들던 고뇌 방황의 끝 정답은 없었네 [Verse 9] 팔아먹었다고 생각 했던 자존심이 이젠 나의 자긍심 돼 내 fan들아 떳떳이 고개들길 누가 나만큼 해 uh [Hook 2] 세이코에서 롤렉스 악스에서 체조 내 손짓 한번에 끄덕거리는 수 만 명들의 고개 Show me the money 못 한게 아니라 안 한 거라고 sh** 우릴 팔아먹던 너넨 안 한 게 아니라 못 한 거라고 sh** [Verse 10] 내 창작의 뿌리는 한 세상 단맛 쓴맛 똥맛까지 다 봤지 화장실 바닥에 잠을 청하던 그땐 이젠 내게 추억이네 uh 추억이 돼 배달 알바 중 났던 사고 덕분에 시발 박살이 났던 어깨 부여잡고 했던 데뷔 너네가 누구 앞에서 고생한 척들을 해 [Hook 2] 세이코에서 롤렉스 악스에서 체조 내 손짓 한번에 끄덕거리는 수 만 명들의 고개 한이 낳은 나 uh 똑똑히 나를 봐 uh 우릴 팔아먹던 너넨 안 한 게 아니라 못 한 거라고 sh** Romanized (Original) [Verse 1] Jal naganeun aidol raeppeo geu imyeone Nayakhan jasini seo isseo jogeum wiheomhae Uuljeung gangbak Ttaettaero dasigeum dojyeo Hell no eojjeomyeon geuge nae bon moseubil jido molla Damn huh hyeonsirui goerigam Isanggwaui galdeung apeune meoriga Daeingipijeungi saenggyeo beorin ge yeolyeodeolsaljjeum Geurae geuttaejjeum nae jeongsineun jeomjeom oyeom dwae [Verse 2] Gakkeumssik nado naega museowo jagi hyeomowa Dasi nolleo wa beorin uuljeung deokbune Imi minyungineun jugeosseo (naega jugyeosseo) Jugeun yeoljeonggwa Namgwa bigyohaneun ge Naui ilsangi doe beorin ji orae [Verse 3] Jeongsingwareul cheoeum gan Nal bumonimi ollawa Gati sangdameul badatji Bumonim wal nal jal molla Na jasindo nal jal molla Geureohdamyeon nuga alkka Chingu? anim neo? geu nugudo nal jal molla [Bridge] Uisa seonsaengnimi naege mureosseo Jujeo eopsi naneun malhaesseo geureon jeok itdago [Hook] Beoreuscheoreom haneun mal uh I don't give a sh** I don't give a f** Geuttan maldeul jeonbuda uh Nayakhan nal Sumgiryeo haneun mal Jiugopeun geuttae geurae Gieok jocha naji anhneun Eoneu gongyeonhaneun nal Saramdeuri museowo hwajangsire Sumeo beorin nareul maju hadeon na [Verse 4] Geuttae nan geuttae nan Seonggongi da bosanghal jul aratji Geunde marya geunde marya Sigani jinal surok goemuri doeneun gibunya [Verse 5] Cheongchungwa majbakkun naui seonggongiran Goemureun deouk keun bureul wonhae Mugiyeotdeon yoksimi doeryeo Nal jibeo samkigo mangchimyeo ttaeron mokjureul geone Eotteon ideureun nae ibeul teureo Mageumyeo seonakgwareul samkira hae I don't want it Geudeureun naega i dongsaneseo nagagil wonhane [Verse 6] sh** sh** algesseunikka jebal geumanhae I modeun ildeurui geunwoneun Nanikka na seuseuro geumandulge Nae bulhaengi nideurui haengbogiramyeon Gikkeoi bulhaeng haejulge Jeungoui daesangi naramyeon giyotine ollaseo julge [Verse 7] Sangsangman hadeon geosi hyeonsiri dwae Eoril jeok kkumi nae nunape Kkollang du myeong ape gongyeonhadeon Jojbap ijen dokyodomi nae koape Hanbeon saneun insaeng nuguboda Hwakkeunhage daechung saneun geon amuna hae My fan my hommie my fam Geokjeong malgil Na ijen jeongmal gwaenchanha damn [Verse 8] Nae bonjireul bujeonghaetdeon ge su charye Nae jusoneun aidol bujeongeun an hae Su charye jeongsineul pagodeuldeon gonoe Banghwangui kkeut jeongdabeun eopseotne [Verse 9] Parameogeotdago saenggak haetdeon Jajonsimi ijen naui jageungsim dwae Nae fandeura tteostteosi Gogaedeulgil nuga namankeum hae uh [Hook 2] Seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo Nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun Su man myeongdeurui gogae Show me the money Mot hange anira an han georago sh** Uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge Anira mot han georago sh** [Verse 10] Nae changjagui ppurineun han sesang Danmat sseunmat ttongmaskkaji da bwatji Hwajangsil badage jameul cheonghadeon Geuttaen ijen naege chueogine uh chueogi dwae Baedal alba jung natdeon sago deokbune Sibal baksari natdeon eokkae Buyeojapgo haetdeon debwi neonega Nugu apeseo gosaenghan Cheokdeureul hae [Hook 2] Seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo Nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun Su man myeongdeurui gogae Hani naheun na uh ttokttokhi nareul bwa uh Uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge Anira mot han georago sh** English (Translated) [Verse 1] On the other side of the famous idol rapper Stands my weak self, it's a bit dangerous Depression, OCD They keep coming back again from time to time Hell no perhaps that might be my true self Damn huh feeling estranged in reality The conflict with ideal, my head hurts Around the age of 18, I developed social anxiety Right, that was when my mind was gradually polluted [Verse 2] At times I'm scared of myself too Thanks to the depression that takes over me And all my self hatred Min Yoongi is dead already (I k**ed him) Comparing my dead pa**ion with others It's now a part of my daily life [Verse 3] On the first visit to psychiatric ward My parents came up with me We listened to the consultation together My parents said they don't truly understand me I don't understand myself well either Then who would understand? Friends? Or you? Nobody knows me well [Bridge] The doctor asks me if I've (censored) I answered without any hesitation that I have [Hook 1] Habitual saying uh I don't give a sh** I don't give a f** All those words uh Those words are said to hide my weak self Those days I wish I could erase Right, that performance day Which I don't remember very well The day I confronted myself When I hid inside the bathroom Because I was scared of people [Verse 4] That time I, that time I I thought success would make everything fine But you see, but you see As time goes by, I feel like I'm turning into a monster [Verse 5] I've exchanged my youth for success And that monster demands for more wealth At times it puts a collar on my neck To ruin and swallow me with greed Some try to shut my mouth and say I should swallow both good and evil I don't want it They want me to leave this hill [Verse 6] sh** sh** I got it so stop it I'm the root of all this so I'll stop myself If my misfortune is your happiness I'll happily stay unfortunate If I'm the figure of hate I'll get on the guillotine [Verse 7] The things I've only imagined turns into reality My childhood dreams are in front of my eyes The night when I performed in front of an audience of 2 Now Tokyo Dome is right in front my nose My one and only life I can easily live it pa**ionately than any other My fan my hommie my fam I hope you don't worry Because I'm really okay now damn [Verse 8] I've denied my nature many times My address is idol and I won't deny The anguish that dug into my mind countless times There's no answer at the end of wandering [Verse 9] My pride which I thought I had given away Has turned into self-respect My fans, keep your head high with pride Because who can do it like me uh [Hook 2] Seiko, Rolex, AX hall and gymnastic stadium The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture Show me the money It's not that I couldn't but I didn't sh** [Verse 10] Selling ourselves or not You all say we couldn't do it but we didn't sh** The root of my creativity has tasted The sweet, bitter, and sh** of this world Those days when I tried to sleep on the toilet floor It's all memories now uh they're now memories My shoulder which shattered Thanks to the accident I met During my part time job The debut which I clung as if it was my life Who do you think you're fooling By pretending you've gone through all the miseries [Hook 2] Seiko, Rolex, AX hall and gymnastic stadium The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture Sorrow created me uh look at me closely uh Selling ourselves or not you all say It's not that we couldn't do it But that we didn't sh**