BSD.U - I don't but i do lyrics

[Hook] But I should But I don't know [verse 1] I should despise you not find ways to find you But mind you, you cast a spell I bind to I try to remind you bout' the things we had It wasn't a fad now it makes you mad Like a poison that seep, feel me in your liver Brown liquor you seek feel me just a little I wondered how we ended so simple? Complex, a term I went and fiddled I'm caught up in the middle, a rock and a hard place Emotions I chase Saving grace ironic that's not even your name Moronic I'm insane I should hate you I should hate you I should hate you But there's no one to blame [Hook] I stop dreamin bout' you up in the nighttime My mind do plague whether not the light shine You stole something from me, really a big crime You live up in my memories but died up in a cemetery Lost souls for lost hoes is where I do l lie I moved on I do lie I do cry sometimes when I think about you But tears don't bring back years I was sleepin on you But love costs and you spend and made ends and defend and now we ain't friends? Caught up in the deep end, I'm drowning My tears are profound and I Sound like a broken record I hate you; let's set the record [hook]