BSD.U - Cupids.a.dealer. lyrics

[Verse 1] Memoirs and metaphors, (let em fall) I write em' down n press record And I, bet you wonder what I do this for So much energy expended on eulogies, our unity, is gone Fact is, the newer me is strong But when I fall I wish I still had you to talk about it all Can't build, on broken walls When the ending calls it calls Till we pick up I just wish we picked up where we left off On, rainy days, I like to pace, and stare outside my window Watch the leaves shake, and feel the kiss of wind blow Upon my face, knocks me straight to yellow note mementos Wish these moments could be owned but they're just brief and only rentals, but Simple Things like this Help me grip on to the belief that maybe God exists Cuz ever since you left I've been smoking spliffs In the basement of my rents Blowing o's of regrets up through a vent Perplexed with, why I called it quits Its, had me stressed Walked around with heavy legs An emptiness up in my chest Effects of depression on my flesh Yes I know I have to let it go So I laid one down like this so I could let it rest Damn, where does time go? Like I've been living' with a blindfold Looked in the mirror and realized that I'm old And Love is lost, but I only grow, and life goes, on Sing this song… [Hook x2] I wonder if love is love Or just a drug? Too much of anything can k** ya, stay up Late nights, I know you scared of heights But when you fall baby everything's alright We got us [Verse 2] Us? Us wasn't enough, our love and trust Came to an abrupt ending Interrup, ted By plans from up above But why discuss what could've become Or hold a grudge? Cuz, we don't even keep in touch But umm see, I'm still asking this question I know we had a connection Was it fated or random selection? Separated, I battled depression And strangled aggression WROTE IN ALL CAPS FOR THIS SENTENCE Just to capture my essence Tested, a right of pa**age and lesson Of life, learned, still breathing Now while cla** is in session Make sure I manage intentions, when perception is tempted, cuz the devils been working since serving Adam apples in heaven, [time to check in] Back to the present Traveling with damaged baggage See I have no direction Invested to, rapping with manic and pa**ionate methods And peeling back the bandage protecting All the tension been wrestling And I'm sorry Ms. Jackson I know you expected More than a saddening ending I mismanaged your precious So if I'm bad at expression Come off as, pa**ive aggressive I hope you know I'm just venting Or perhaps I'm reflecting Now that you've gone away Our flames, no longer ablaze And I miss the highs we had, but the lows keep me awake And the love we had was real But we must go our separate ways (Until another day) [Hook x2] I wonder if love is love Or just a drug? Too much of anything can k** ya, stay up Late nights, I know you scared of heights But when you fall baby everything's alright We got us (Outro) You got me Tripped up Over Trippy love Can't rehash what we had But I'll be back I believe in love, so I will relapse Relax… Who's next?