BrXzzy - Letter To Christopher, Part 1 lyrics

[Verse 1]: Those past years I was a mess I think it was stress Who am I kidding? It wasn't stress I was so broken and I became a loner I didn't know what's next After breaking up with him I didn't see the necessity of dating anymore Didn't believe in love anymore Lost focus, lost myself so I started drinking more No one could spot my pain so I didn't talk anymore Opening up telling people how I literally feel is just foreign now When I'm out there I would smile and laugh until the pain would go It all comes back when I am alone Trusted nobody so I dealt with my issues my own It's crazy how I paid more attention to my phone Back on those days, back on those days when I used to be close with Charlotte Those were the days, good old days when Christopher and I were bout' it You bought me a necklace, I was amazed I swear you had me falling Those good old days, when you held my face and then you'd tell me you love me I should have listened to Leehaan when she said I must take care of you Now this tremendous pride of mine made me lose you [Hook]:x2 (Phrase) Woman I love you back Girl the next minute I turn my back You see me posting it up with some gang sh** But I'm pouring up cause I'm stressing Ay I need more money, more blessings (more blessings) I think it's high time I answered your questions [Verse 2]: I apologize, I did a lot of things to you I ain't proud of Even through the sh** I put you through you remained loyal I also didn't cheat but I am must say you were amazing I even made you GTI, the way I used to drive you crazy I remember we used go for 2 months without meeting up When you wanted to meet up I was like " hee keng mun" Young foolish me , I now understand why you were heated up You would get upset and it's crazy how I thought you acting up [Hook]:x2 (Phrase) Woman I love you back Girl the next minute I turn my back You see me posting it up with some gang sh** But I'm pouring up cause I'm stressing Ay I need more money, more blessings (more blessings) I think it's high time I answered your questions [Bridge]: I didn't know much about love x2 You were too perfect I didn't know much about love x2 I wasn't ready for you I didn't know much about love x2 You were amazing I didn't know much about love x2 I was young [Verse3]: You treated me good like a rose Watered me but I refused to grow What I did to you was gross I've put you through a lot nobody knows I'm sorry I broke you like a promise Just to be honest I loved you but I couldn't express it I have a lot to say please listen If I could turn back the hands of time I would undo everything I did It's unfortunate I can't so that's why I wrote this song for you instead And before I forget Happy birthday I hope you'll enjoy your day I really hope you hear it, I just had to drop this song on your birthday [Hook]:x2 (Phrase) Woman I love you back Girl the next minute I turn my back You see me posting it up with some gang sh** But I'm pouring up cause I'm stressing Ay I need more money, more blessings (more blessings) I think it's high time I answered your questions