Brother's Keeper - Give It A Name lyrics

If I could find the time, I'd find the time to sit and hold your hand. Try like hell to make you understand. I know you wonder why I've got so much trouble on my mind. You think I chose this? And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this? And still I can't decide... is it all a blessing in disguise? My whole life flashes before my eyes. And I realize we are not-so-perfect-strangers. I know you can't believe how we perceive things so differently. You think I chose this? You think I chose this? You chose this path for me. If I could, I would turn back the hands of time. Do it all again, maybe then you'd see what makes me tick. I know you wonder why I've got so much trouble on my mind. You think I chose this? And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this? And still I can't decide... is it all a blessing in disguise... in disguise?